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leo life. coming fy. stress.

22.5.13 @ 08:13

After such a long time I'm back to my blogger.
HAIH.
New fiscal year coming soon. Hmm...
I'm coming 1st vice of my club. hmm
It's a high post from member to PR until VP.
But I don't even feel happy. Why?
As a vice, I feel so stress. Maybe others don't understand why am I so stress. Thy will just only answer me '...stress? vice?...' lol

When my seniour tell me I'm coming vice of my club and they say sorry to me because this year should be F4 ppl do president but they din choose me bcz they choose F3 student b pres.
The reaction I gv thm is 'ok ah, why sry?' bcz that time i'm hving my breakfast with my buddy.
After recess back to the class, i think a lot. After that I started Emo. LOLLL
I feel so dissapointed of myself. I feel I'm so useless. Until now sometimes I oso will feel so dissapointed to myself. This is the most big repantet if my FY. maybe?
I started spam a lot of status and tweet, that time i seriously so DOWN man!! ..
My friends is so worry about me, they try to consuel me. I'm not trying to ask my friends help me to b pres.
I don't actually care so much about the post. I jst feel that I cnt a F3 guys hving a high post thn me in my FY.
And start from last year many people ady thought I'm coming pres. And now...I duno how to face them. ish.
I know I'm not the top one, I cannot do well in a lot of thg. I just hope that gv me chance bcz it's my last year dy. But....

So many things happen, I endure a lot, and oso apologize to my seniour bcz of me you guys get hurt.
I join leo start from F2 , I beg my teacher almost half year start from F1 I only can in this club. So that time I tell myself If I can in this club I must do my best until my FY I can be pres. lol.
But F2 that time I'm still a sleeping member, I try to attend event but no event let me to attend. haih.
Afte rthat F3 my IPP ask me attend a lot event, she want me to be BOD incoming FY.
She oso teach me a lot and when she knw I'm not the pres, she oso get shocked and unacceptable. HAIH.
I din miss any event start from last year new year at free school recycle that event.
From no one can't even remember my name, duno who am I until now everyone know me. I almost spent all my time in leo life until now.
From a member, be sub comittee usher of leo talent 2012, started take comittee in region project b programmer in leo day 2012, ass treasurer in leo quiz 2013, and secetary in leo talent 2013 and now be Co-OC in upcoming farewell.
When I'm still a member I don't even know how to organise a event, I duno organise a event need so many comittee, I duno even know prganise a event not that easy, need to meeting and gving full cooperate to all comittee. And hving a good relationship with member and BOD. I duno Leo club gt relationship with others country. I only know Leo club got leo forum.
Time flies. Now I learn a lot of leadership skill and teaching new BOD and member it.
I oso know a lot of best friends in leo! And we got a gang Nyrsaen's, lol. I don't even thk I will have a best friends at KL, Sitiawan, Ipoh and......
Seriously I enjoy every moment in leo event, I like leo.

I'm going to leo forum soon. This is the second time I go leo forum. This year not same like last year, I'm a seniour now I need to take card of my member.
I hving a quite good relationship with member but I duno why I feel I din hv a good relationship with coming pres? Feel so stress.
Enough, I endure 3years dy, just let me take it easy please. You don't know my feeling. You not same like me, I do so hard I need to endure seniour last time, after that endure member till the end hving a good relationship with them. I did a lot, I really feel so strees sometimes. Can you jst don't sho wme your attitude. I endure 3years and a lot. Maybe I really did wrong somethg let you so unhappy? I duno what i do wrong I just feel like recently your attitude really weird. But if you a seniour you oso endure, how can you imagine me endure a lot of seniour and 3years? Just let be take it easy, and help me all the time in my last fiscal year. I only hav half year++ left, let the last few months be my leo life most awesome part ok?..